Finally it came,

the sparkling cold

that curls up your eyelashes,

the dry electric white cold

that creeps under your skin

bends your toes,

the cold lovely frost that makes me smile.

:)

Every time I raise my eyes and look out the window

I am surprised it's no snow on the ground

I'm guessing it's already winter

in my head

I long for the white cold season

the beauty in nature

the cosiness inside with candlelights glowing

Yeah, I guess I long for the winter now, so come on Bore - Bring it!

When you died

a big piece of me broke into a miljon tears

I miss you so much my dearest little one

Never will there be one like you again

Your sounds where uniqe, never heard a cat make them before

I loved you with all my heart Ninja.

You took my heart with you

when you left for cat heaven

Carry it with all that grace you had.

<3

My heart is soft and weak at times

I long for the stronger times

right now I feel so little

wondering how things could have been

if only, and if not

and so on...

But I know it will turn again

as it always does

I know I'll feel strong again

as I use to do

Still I am wondering how it would have been

If that had been, that never was

Never will I know.

Hope can be a yellow rose

struggeling to spread it's petals

as a bird would spread

it's wings.

 Coldness is not always a bad thing...

 when added light it makes the whole diffrence!

 Life can seem messy sometimes....

 but eventually it clears up...

and you can fly free again.